Thursday, December 28, 2006

第一次

the first time i am cursed like that, the first time i feel offensive from a foreigner
the first time I feel he is really asshole even though i heard much before
"What a load of Crap!" he said
but the first time i feel very calm and dun want to return fire. I know I dun have to
you want respect from someone, always be the first one to respect. I have no respect to him, so it doesnt bother me to get angry or fight back, it is not worth doing this. esp. internally

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

人生為何

interview is over, everything is over i preformed not well, but i dun know why i dun feel upset. maybe u ar growing mature, u know u should not ask something it doesnt belong to you. i understand that so i am not upset, it would not be a good choice to me..
just keep this spirit and breakthrough as you always do, in fact not too bad here
heard a sad story from my colleague, the story is so close to me. I hesitate and i feel unhappy becasue of this, face changed and face off, a completely different person even you may ve known him for years. i feel something is telling me i know it hurts, she says to me dun 100% trust anyone. life is like that you will never know what would happen to u next.
how can a man be like? i am speakless, I am not that guy, I will never do that

Saturday, December 16, 2006

幫人幫出禍

無端端幫人
無端端比人呃
總唔見左2舊水
香港地估唔到都會係咁,大陸同胞真係信唔過
回來有點唔開心...自己一個人時太低防備 人地話咩就咩
從這件事又令我想到自己內裡的問題
對人地好...對自己唔好... 所以才有機會比人呃
似乎這個問題我還未解決
記得今早有人同我講要選擇性就做好人
我唔同意..
但呢個世界太多壞人....人的心腸可以咁壞
有時就係有點挫敗
只好之後學醒d 以後唔信陌生人
2舊水一個教訓...算吧都係值 不要想了

Thursday, December 14, 2006

壓力

又加左 tesco account 我
一跟就知領野.
工廠唔得, testing 唔得, product唔得, 價錢計錯哂, 貨期唔得
樣樣都唔得 迫呢個迫個個 又要趕貨
...又中正佢d野 ...上次又係咁...都唔想自己咁嬲 總工作壓力大到.....
想辭職走人..ar..
聖誕節個個都叫我organize野玩下
但功課又未交....做呢樣做個樣
根本無時間
唉..真係想咩都唔理

Thursday, December 07, 2006

病夠未

病夠未呀 又病??
係咪壓力太大?

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

跌倒了.. 還是要繼走

will not compromise to fill spaces!

Monday, December 04, 2006

真的值得嗎?

真的值得去冒險嗎? 是是非非...我不知道
只是有點痛苦

我沒有信心...請教我怎樣做

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